I Learnt It From You

How could you?
Promising me something,
You’re not going to do,
Must you be lying,
To get me listen to you?

Why must you,
Took my moment of joy?
Is it something you love to do?
Seeing my excitement being destroyed?

When you tell me those,
I quickly attend to you,
Letting my moment goes,
Believing what you saying is true.

Knowing it was a lie,
Rebelling, I will not try,
Because whatever I may do,
The final winner will still be you.

I decided to learn it from you,
To do what you always do,
Following your modus operandi,
To get you listening to me,
Dad & mum, don’t be angry,
Because it was you, who taught me.

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What Must I Do?

Trapped in quandary,
Wandering inside of me,
Lost in deep thoughts,
Putting every pieces that I got,
Hoping to find some direction,
But none seems to be mentioned.

Why is this happening?
Why can’t it be the way I’ve been dreaming?

What must I do?
Which path should I take?
If I decide to go through,
Will my spirit start to break?
Or will I re-gain what I seek?
My strongest strength that makes me weak.

Where are those signs?
That I’ve been trying to find,
Or was I so blind?
Not noticing when the light was being shined.

To retract or to pursue,
Oh my, what must I do?

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Until When?

Title and theme adapted from Princess Maria‘s Until When?

I’ve been living in vain,
Too long clinging to this pain,
What actually did I do?
To be torture by you?

Why did my once guardian,
Who placed me in earthy heaven,
Has chose to abandon me,
Leaving me in misery?

How blind could you be?
Not being able to read me.
You prefer to rely on your eyes,
And forsaken what my heart cries.

I see you laughing happily,
Knowing every burden belongs to me,
Until when will this scenario be?
Will you stop when you lose me?

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