Programmer ⚬ Road Runner
If I tell you
What’s on my mind
About what I might do
Losing something I was trying to find
When my eyes laid on you
Not the way they used to
When my voice reaches you
In a ton that hurts you
To hear it from me
That you were too blind to see
To ignorant to notice
You’re being pulled away from your bliss
When I hit you with reality
Awarding your heart with pain
Changes the way you look at me
Nothing will ever be the same.
What would you do
When you don’t know what to say
Decided to make it through
Struggling to find the way
The desire is strong
But actions made are often wrong
So you claim life is unfair
For leaving you at nowhere
You never want to loose
Of what places you closest to heaven
But you often have it abused
By your sin that’s hard to be forgiven
Assumptions and expectations
Leads your directions
Being blinded while making judgements
Pulling you away from your haven.
Have you ever feel so wrong?
Believing you are at where you belong,
Just to learn you don’t deserve to be there,
But you try not to give it a care,
Hoping that things will change,
When it actually gather more of your rage.
Have you ever swallow your anger?
Knowing one deserves better,
So you fake a smile,
Hoping the happiness will last a long while,
It didn’t happen,
Leaving you drowned in tears of disappointment.
Have you ever hide your tears?
Shut the pain your heart cries,
Hoping that no one will ever hear,
The reason of those watery eyes.