Until When?

Title and theme adapted from Princess Maria‘s Until When?

I’ve been living in vain,
Too long clinging to this pain,
What actually did I do?
To be torture by you?

Why did my once guardian,
Who placed me in earthy heaven,
Has chose to abandon me,
Leaving me in misery?

How blind could you be?
Not being able to read me.
You prefer to rely on your eyes,
And forsaken what my heart cries.

I see you laughing happily,
Knowing every burden belongs to me,
Until when will this scenario be?
Will you stop when you lose me?

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What Happened To Me?

What happened to me?
I’m no longer who I used to be,
What have changed me?
Could it be the society?

Hide the truth about me,
Feigning who I could be,
Why am I doing this, again?
Why am I holding to this pain?

So that I could be nice,
Make them believe of my lies,
Accepting me for who they see,
Glad that I am who they want me to be.

Embracing to hypocrisy,
I can no longer do,
Behold to see the true me,
Annoying and cruel to be standing before you.

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Infinity, It Will Always Be

What I’m scared the most,
Has finally happened,
Something I did not chose,
Being kicked out of heaven.

I’m happy to know,
Your life won’t lost its meaning,
What I’m hoping thou,
Happiness, is what the next person will bring,

Treat you like a Princess,
Who you always meant to be,
Protect you as a gem that’s priceless,
And will not let you fall into misery.

As I have been a failure,
Hopefully I’m the only one,
In the future there is no other,
Who will love you without joy and fun.

Someone who will excite you,
Every moment of each day,
Treat you the way you want to,
Who will always know what to say.

As painful as it is for me,
I could not change one’s destiny,
How much love for you left inside of me?
As I have always told you, infinity.

I might be meeting someone new,
But they could never be compare to you,
Sorry Princess, but I have to tell you,
The best thing ever happened to me is you.

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