What Must I Do?

Trapped in quandary,
Wandering inside of me,
Lost in deep thoughts,
Putting every pieces that I got,
Hoping to find some direction,
But none seems to be mentioned.

Why is this happening?
Why can’t it be the way I’ve been dreaming?

What must I do?
Which path should I take?
If I decide to go through,
Will my spirit start to break?
Or will I re-gain what I seek?
My strongest strength that makes me weak.

Where are those signs?
That I’ve been trying to find,
Or was I so blind?
Not noticing when the light was being shined.

To retract or to pursue,
Oh my, what must I do?

09th January 2008, 08:00

Author: Rashidi Zin

I write code and run on the road.