Take It Back, Please

Let this be my final piece,
Be that one ability I will miss,
As I could no longer continue,
Such burden for me to pursue.

A talent turned into curse,
What lies inside I’ve let them burst,
Manipulating words to convey my feelings,
Feels the pleasure in writing.

Then it no longer feels the same,
The love getting less in this game,
Once a good friend,
Now is becoming a foe,
The joy is finally reaching its end,
Curtain is closing down for the final show.

Words, words, words,
Whatever I speak is now absurd,
Instead of getting a job well done,
I’ve ended up pissing off someone.

Lord Almighty,
I’m thanking You for blessing me,
With this unique ability,
But it’s time You take it back from me,
As I no longer make good use of it,
I keep putting others in misery,
It has become a disease not a gift,
Let it no longer be a part of me.

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I Learnt It From You

How could you?
Promising me something,
You’re not going to do,
Must you be lying,
To get me listen to you?

Why must you,
Took my moment of joy?
Is it something you love to do?
Seeing my excitement being destroyed?

When you tell me those,
I quickly attend to you,
Letting my moment goes,
Believing what you saying is true.

Knowing it was a lie,
Rebelling, I will not try,
Because whatever I may do,
The final winner will still be you.

I decided to learn it from you,
To do what you always do,
Following your modus operandi,
To get you listening to me,
Dad & mum, don’t be angry,
Because it was you, who taught me.

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What Must I Do?

Trapped in quandary,
Wandering inside of me,
Lost in deep thoughts,
Putting every pieces that I got,
Hoping to find some direction,
But none seems to be mentioned.

Why is this happening?
Why can’t it be the way I’ve been dreaming?

What must I do?
Which path should I take?
If I decide to go through,
Will my spirit start to break?
Or will I re-gain what I seek?
My strongest strength that makes me weak.

Where are those signs?
That I’ve been trying to find,
Or was I so blind?
Not noticing when the light was being shined.

To retract or to pursue,
Oh my, what must I do?

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